| Today, May 5, 2009. While I was in our small laundry room early this morning, I heard a set of dog tags jiggle and thought to myself that I had to watch for Molly, so I don't step on her. Then I realized that Molly wasn't on this Earth any longer! I looked and our Kenny (5 year old scottie) was sleeping on the couch and the kids were in their bedroom. When Scott got home from work, he also said he heard the same tag jiggle twice since Molly's passing. Could this be Molly's way of saying..."I'm OK and I am here". I sure hope so! If not, I am losing my mind!!! The house still feels so empty without her. Kenny finally ate tonight after I made him ground hamburger and rice. I know...time heals all wounds! But, since Duncan died in November 2007 until now, my life has sucked!! Duncan's passing; Jacob's autism diagnosis; the majority of a small LDS Branch (congregation) that doesn't give a flip about your family and now Molly's passing -life just SUCKS!! I sure hope it starts improving!! |
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Am I Going Crazy?
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When Jake was alive he would sleep right outside my door and when Tom got up to go to work he would run downstairs and lay in the kitchen like nothing happened (thinking he got away with being upstairs) and I swear after he died I heard him run down the stairs a couple of times.
i'm sorry you feel like your life has sucked. like you said, time heals all wounds. i hope you make the time for yours to heal. we love you!
and i agree with nicky. i think when someone close to us passes away then we still hear them. it's the same with animals and people. you're not crazy!
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